Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... KEAJAIBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN!!!!Dunno why dunno how.... secara ajaib.. tadi dengan rajinnya gw berberes... beres file gw, mengeluarkan segala yang namanya kertas soal, modul, dsb2... dan memilah2 kertas2 gambar yang ada di dalamnya... n til now keknya belon semua sih... tp besok keknya mo dipilah lg, n kertas2 soal ujian keknya bakal dibundel di satu tempat entah dimana... =___= file ijo gw mendadak langsung enteng!...
I'm asking myself for thousands.. and I never know the answer, or maybe I never want to know, why? For what reason? Simply, it's because I am the one who DO NOT want to see them...Talking about that... whenever things around were so crowded, seems fun, seems never being alone..seems happy.. but actually, there's something inside.. I hide from all of you..Banyak.. banyak...
Another song in my break down time~Hey jude, don't make it bad.Take a sad song and make it better.Remember to let her into your heart,Then you can start to make it better.Hey jude, don't be afraid.You were made to go out and get her.The minute you let her under your skin,Then you begin to make it better.And anytime you feel the pain, hey...
I ever said about this once... whenever I was down.. Around a year ago, he must have asked me why? Then, I just passed without saying such things...Or just smile then say ,"Nothing.."I'm doing such a lie again, making fake faces seems everything was fine and nothing's gonna happened to me...Just like I'll never think like this in my mind...I wanna try some...
I dunno why...exactly, but since I was going on bed this noon... these tears can't be stopped...Actually, it was because... I know that I'm not supposed to be around..there's another who fit perfectly better than me.. And what kind of reason anymore I should hang on?I'd tried my best to stop these tears when I decided to sleep and forget about this when...
Dunno juga kenapa jadi gini... ==" startin from nyobain kebaya.. ~__________~ well nyokap gw gatau kenapa seneng banget sama model yang warna emas gitu, berpayet2, waktu dicobain juga jatohnya pas di badan, bagus... then gw pkir yaudah la.. tapi emang kesannya teralu dewasa, secara warna udah GOLD, terus modelnya keknya dewasa banget, dan gw belon cocokin sama temen gw rata2 dia orang pada...
Konotasinya POSITIF... Gyahahahhahaha positif banget... XD~==" seperti biasa ga salah lagi, temen gw yang diajak jalan kepalanya ga beres semuaaaaaa....no exception... no exception... nyesel gw ...Anyway, dari kemaren Ian pesen sama gw kalo dia ngajak gw sebagai makhluk yang tugasnya harus bikin Intan, ga kenal gw awalnya juga.. menjadi bawel seperti gw.. [ya ampun gw bawaan lahir kale mass...ama salah didikan dikid], kalo...
Okay.. it's not about me actually... ==a but others. But for sure, once again, I worried about someone til like this... I mean, I'm sure that later he'll be okay.. but I still can't let him go furthermore in that way..In other way, I just thought that, ==" we are facing a same thing, same kind of problems but just kinda different way...
Well, pagi ini gw dibangunkan oleh telpon dari Patrick..."Gab keknya hari ini gak jadi deh, oma gw mo pergi makan lagi. bla3... and so on..."Looks like the plan will be delayed til tomorrow.. =_______= no problem actually, but... I just sit in front of my computer til now. Playing MOF, looking around my facebook, and so on... Akhirnya ngehunt juga setelah my lovely...
Oke yg surprise apa...1. HARI TANPA PENJAJAHANNNN....Ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuun puas banget gw nggak digangguin seharian gini...!!!!2. =___= kuis di FBAwalnya gw isenk abis tes pokemon lah, apa lah.. gyahahahahaha... terus take inisial soulmate n semacemnya, dapet A... coba2 terus kuis yang beda.. hasilnya mayoritas A.. nanananana~... Gyahahahahahahaha... parah banget.. ga dianggep serius lha~ tp boleh juga, buat ketawa sesaat... =p kurang kerjaan banget nggak...
( BGM : Just When I need You Most - Yao Si Ting )Kemaren sempet inget, terus tadi waktu meriksa folder, ternyata ada beberapa chatlog yang kesimpen, gw lupa ato gimana... pastinya ada.. =) , chatlog udah lumayan lama sih sebelon UAS... chatlog sama si Ian.. Pas banget, kemaren baru gw inget, nemu chatlognya... then, written there ..1.Membicarakan soal waktu ketemuan, yang panjangnya...
Niatnya sih nemenin si Ian ampe pagi, taunya anaknya koit duluan... (gigit beneran luuhhhh...), then mikir mo kerjain kalender sih, masukin foto.. aduh ribet.com banget ga sih??? Foto ga bisa ditransfer, besok deh baru foto2 lagi... =_= well, gitu deh jadinya.... daritadi malah baca postingan lama blog...~_______~ gaya gw kae mo ke pantai nyasar bener2, bawa2 kaen tipis yang buat alas di pantai...
Tema saia untuk hari ini adalah... "I'm Starting a NEW LIFE!!!"Semangat banget, ga sia2 semalem tidur jam setengah 4 gara-gara berpikir... (nggak, 50% nya baca komik .. menenangkan isi kepala)... XD.. Diartikan, MEMULAI (bukan menempuh yeee... ingattt!!!!) hidup yang baru... means apa ya?? mungkin lebih ke... pembaharuan isi kepala gw... ~___________~ mentok, padet... mungkin kalo gw gambarkan isinya udah acak-acak nggak karuan pokoknya......
Okay... When I'd decided to never take care anymore to anything that would happen in my life. I'm just asking myself.. are you sure with your words, girl??Sometimes... I need to think about myself.. but, this can last for longer again.. If there's no action at all, I dunno really, how can I survive... ==" oke kalo selama ini semuanya baik2 aja, tapi...
It explains...You packed in the morningI stared out the windowAnd I struggled for something to sayYou left in the rain without closing the doorI didn't stand in your wayNow I miss you moreThan I missed you beforeAnd now where I'll find comfort, God knows'Cause you left meJust when I needed you mostYes, you left meJust when I needed you mostNow most every morningI...
People usually said, time passed away and everything change... change means it turns become something different before it turns..Time has changed... other had changed, my family had changed, my friends, and including me... We're all change...But there's something changed, and I was really disappointed...Even they said so... honesty must be paid by something. And it was CHANGES... you know??Even our mind can change...
Dapet lagu rampokan dari Ian... ~_______________~ oldies one, feels back into the past.. aaahh banyak lagu2 yang membuat gw remember old stories..setelah diliat meanings behind lyrics... huhuhuhuhu,,, T________________TLove in your eyesSitting silent by my sideGoing on Holding handWalking through the nightsHold me up Hold me tightLift me up to touch the skyTeaching me to love with heartHelping me open my mindI can flyI'm...
Okay... Wake up in the morning, see my house were really calm.. No brothers, no dad... FREE.. run to the computer.. Guess what? Nyalain power supply.. (eewww... ==a) kok ga bereaksi? Remember.. "Keknya power supply rusak.." WHAAAAAT??? OH NOOOO!!!!! For a while, I just sit on the chair, turning around... hoping it was just a dreammm... Terus, gamao pasrah! Pencet power supply dengan...
Well... I guess ~_________________~ Jealous, diartikan ke bahasa Indonesia adalah cemburu atau iri... definisi cemburu menurut KBBI sendiri adalah :1. merasa tidak atau kurang senang melihat orang lain beruntung dsb2. kurang percaya; curiga (krn iri hati)Yeap...Long time... ==" jealous yang paling parah, waktu sama mantan terakir.. Based on sebenernya juga nggak jealous2 amat, cuman pengen memperlakukan dia sebagaimana dia memperlakukan gw.. As simple...
Really... I was in bed with mixture feelings... totally no idea what should I say.. And I was really don't wanna get up, til 10.30 AM.. Means, I must get prepared for go to school... Sigh~ still chat for a while... =____________= spent a little time, while waiting my Mom come home..Then, waktu gw sampe sekolah, Yola ma Tine udah ngeliat gw dengan...
Kalo diterjemahkan... mungkin jadi semacam idiom or apalah namanya, yang titik2nya bisa diisi.."Seharusnya .... , tapi kenyataannya ..."Iya... seharusnya gw lega, tapi kenyataannya nggak... Entah kenapa, apa yang gw khawatirkan jadi bener-bener terjadi setelah ngomong... Gw ga bisa jelasin itu kenapa, tapi yang pasti rasanya sakit... Selama ketawa tadi... gw menahan diri banget... gw menahan banget...untuk bisa ketawa, tersenyum, seems fine... eventho it...
Other Part dari menggila yang bakal bikin gw kolaps pas latihan wisuda besok, dan kurang tidur... hahahahahaha... karena malem ini bakal jadi PANJAAAAAAAAAAANNNGGG banget... as long as, Memel bakal gelar party di Ki Hana, PI...~_~ dunno juga stand sampe jam brapa, taun lalu setengah 1 gw sampe rumah... taun ini, dunno juga lah ya???Otherway... kemaren malem, gw decided tuk ngomong sama orangnya. Tapi...
Gyahhahaha hari ini jalan lagi sama si anak cadas tu...X) if I could say deh ya, bener-bener hari ini seh gela abis, rencannaya bener-bener out of plan, tapi.. GILAAAA FUN BANGET.. asli gw ga boong deh, baru kali ini gila2an sampe kek gini lage. Wow..Hari ini, rencananya mo ke TA kan yah... Terus stelah pagi2 pake acara sama2 males mandi lah, lama bla3.....
