Okay2...

Today really tough day. Why??

After I know that I lost my flash disk, and I must remake all of my PSD tasks, really really sucks. And also before that I suffer again from my stomachache, really, if I must suffer like that every morning, looks like I prefer to stay in my dream world forever...

T____________T and also about the gossip, gossip, and gossip again.

I wana ask you a favor.. Isn't strange if I walk with my friend?? Eventhough just two of us. --" I don't like to discuss that further more, but looks like people like to take their own opinion on me. They must know that everyone is not same...--a sigh, sometimes really bored if I must explain anything I do based on my opinion. Even others have their own GENERAL OPINION, do I wrong if I have DIFFERENT OPINION??That doesn't make sense!

I wonder why people always judging person from their outside whenever they don't know inside.. Based on the wise word for hear not to be done...Sick of it.

Today really I want cut and if I can I want to chop meat of a person named ANDRE SETIAWAN... Really sick of him!! --a sometimes no, but in anytime I like to kidding with others, but NOT IN A WAY LIKE THIS!!!!! How can be?!! --a eventhough I know he has a different world class but really, he need to respect and appreciate other more. I never think about someday he will fall because of that.--a Sometimes, people that had already felt that thye are superior, more than other, got one thing that will blow themselves. Yeah, for honest I hate people who proud too much on themselves.

I really don't care eventhough he had already given my blog address to... --a really, I don't want to mention his name... Yeah2, the most hottest guy in my school (actually for the gossip)... Adiel Gunawan... (--" really just a name...If you think more, trust me you'll crash your own image of him in your head, I am not lying you)... Really I don't know why they (The two of A inisial, both of them sick) were so interested of talking about my blog!!!! --" Really I feel just like no freedom at all again for my place in here. But after that I really don't mind.It's all up to you guys. --a I just want to share stories about life in my blog, then I must feel asshamed?

Sometimes I tired of this, but when I went home today, I found again an empty school building to see. I will leave it for around 4 months again. I missed it, I missed all of beautiful moment we ever spent together... Really...

Just like yesterday I was cycling around, and feel smell of the wind around during the dusk. Sometimes I want to go to a hill that I can see a beautiful view, and also beautiful feelings... Just like when I am scratching my brush on my canvas...Beautiful feelings to draw, to share, and also to feel in our life. Unforgettable moment we ever feel...

Sigh~ Even I sick with this condition... today I still wanna say... I still have the same feeling for you even you never realize what is the meaning of me in your life...

Sometimes we have to struggle until the last one, but when the percentage getting weak all the time, should I keep on that?