Still in the morning...

Aaaaah really.. feel just like wanna sleep well but I can't.

I was in dinner with my friend, and planning for my tomorrow plan. Spent my day just like before in loneliness. But you know, one week again, school will begin. So fast.. don't you think the same?

I still have to finish my Christmas card...and also for my other project,scan my picture. And many more..

Sigh~

Many things to do but looks like no inspiration to do. Every time I want to do, it must be stopped by something that I can't understand why. Ah, looks like tomorrow I'll begin finish it one by one..
1.Install MOF in my computer
2.Take screenshots and then cut it down, write my profile then send it.
3.Also take screenshots as many as possible for card making, fan art, and many again.
4.Looking for Adobe Illustrator for making new character for the card.

Wish I'll finish all of that on time.

Still in the deepest part of my heart I still thinking about many things, so that until now I can't sleep well. I can't close my eyes. Day passed very quickly..And it makes me scared, worried, and many again. I must serious a little I think, but.. I can't... Many days passed just like before, with nothing. I was really scared for that!! Lonely, alone, quiet, and there's no result. But I am very worry about that. And I can do nothing for that... Everyday, feel the same.. I was really scared facing tomorrow...

Just like I have no power to do what I want to do.Just like when I was in a dark and narrow place...Seems like a deep phobia inside myself that I can't cure it.. But really, I feel that my days was fulled by things like that. Scared... very scared of many things, and when I fall down, I'll fall into the deepest valley of my heart, trapped inside just like along time ago.