Sometimes I feel, pathetic.. you know...

Sigh~

Now, just think of this...

How can again I dream about someone...

Sigh~ After writing for so much pages on my diary, I feel no more sick at all. But I don't know why too, why I can't sleep? Inside feels so worry...

I remind about many things that we have done. But it always be a memory, that can be lost of course. But really I can't decide my next step for now. Looks like this holiday seems so short. Just around two weeks again, and voila... back to our business at school. No more easy, no more play... Even I hate about that, but it is a right time to show the last perform that he would remember.

Sometimes... I smile...and everybody said that looks better. When I was crying... I was also scared for their refusal...

How can again?

....Long time ago, I ran to anywhere that I can forget about pain for a while. But now, there's no place to run anymore. There's no way to run...

Simple but looks so close... When I realize, everyday it reduce my time.... And when I know, I must prepare myself, but I am really not sure if I'd already ... strong enough facing that.