Right now I'm thinking of changing my mind about him. Forget all memories about him, looks like will not do much...

Around an hour ago, I realize that I might lost his memories about me, he might forget me, forever, until I pass the graduation day. But, I will not I will always remember this feeling, that I ever had, that I ever struggle for, and I ever kept for myself. A memories that will not be forgotten.

And I was thinking about what should I do in these two days...

I remember again about sweet memories we ever passed together... Eventhough he will never remember, I will always remember. Eventhough he will not stand beside me, and walk together anymore, for me, this one years is an enough time for us to create so many beautiful memories. I am glad to see him again tomorrow, and I am glad with each second I ever spent wth him, even we will be separated, I know that mmemories about him will never be lost, because I will always kept it in my heart, as a treasure.

This feelings sounds very strong but also so calm, beautiful feeling that keep me warm when I cry alone in the rain. Sounds that I always remember when he called my name with a smile... even I will lost my future days with him... I think I have already had enough with the past...

Thanks God You have given me so many chances and oppurtunity to spent my times with someone I love more than before... Even I know he will not be longer beside me, but I'm glad that You ever gave a chance to walk together, even for a short time compare the other that he already chose. I am glad and pray for their happiness always... I believe that You gave me these beautiful moment to keep.