I think that I can accept that... But I'm wrong, because even I can't accept it from the very beginning, but always run from the reality.Do I regret of having life path like this? Looks like I'm taking sympathy for myself, but.. can't I tell a little of my pressure...I'm just trying to overwhelm this.. But I don't know why, I'm always take...
I can't cry anymore, or laugh again too...Even I don't feel hungry, sick, sleepy, and many again. Must I do the same thing ?Many person can't realize, or maybe don't want to realize...Sigh~ Looks like life is a simple game, that just can't be saved or ended by yourself..Life is as easy as your mind thinking about... Even in fact, it was not...
It was really a tiring day as usual... =)Today, even though I feel very sad, but I feel really happy too. that I'd known thing that I want to know. And even it was hurting like what I'd just thought about...In different kind of times, I just always be the spare... spare place when feel sad, spare place when have problems with their...
Looks like I was really thinking too much about my school, my future, and also my life story. Something like that maybe. It was not a tragedy event or anything else, but simple stories that maybe one of you ever done..Again, after my part time work, I feel my head getting heavy and after I arrived at home, I just laying on my...
I dunno, actually after this good news I feel very glas.. But actually, deep inside my heart I feel really sad.A little story about today...I'm very tired after doing so many test for today, and my head was full with so many things... T_T then Geography was switched with Economy... T_________T This makes me sad too.. And I have no idea why...Then I...
In the morning, hear about silly things from the headmaster.. ==" gah, I feel that I wanna throw some cans to his head...English Try Out, getting score 92, pretty nice, at least, my mother will not scream at me so much again~...But still many tasks to do. My Indonesian Synopsis, my essay about the river, my design for the badge, and many again.....
Really, at the first time, I'm glad to see your face again today, but a simple sentences that came out from your mouth changed my mood all day today... Why? I think just like you'd refuse directly.TT_____________TT I believe that you must have known about this, then how can you say that in front of me? Based on sympathy, I don't think that...
I dunno how this word exactly fit to my feelings today. But right now, I imagine that my head just like a volcano that will errupt for a few seconds~Sigh~Again and again... hope this was my PMS..I can't think clearly about anything, about my task, my exam, and many again. Looks like I can't handle myself...An today, I think again about that. Today...
I don't feel weird at all, even without new clothes, celebration, and many again...I just feel there's something lost, and I'd found it..I feel really... something. ~ I can't describe it clearly at all, and I was very confused how to describe this feel. In a side, I really hope and wanna struggle with all I can do right now but in the...
Today, I dunno why, but I feel weird and sad. Eventhough I saw the same smile of him... but really, there's something different ... and I don't know why. I feel just like I have no enough time anymore..Then I feel dejavu in Art class.. Because of what?? When I was standing on the volley court and standing in front of junior high...
Yeah, I'm really confused about myself.. really.Today I was reading the newspaper, and found an interesting article about knitting. Then I'd decided for myself that I will learn how to knit later. The type that I like the best is using 2 stick and called by knitting rather than crochet needles.But eventhough I know it was very difficult, but after the final exam,...
Today, I woke up and feel very painful.. == actually, my feet was really weird. After 30 minutest jogging test, looks like the effect was appearing..Then I went to my Chinese course as usual. Guest what. I got my HSK certificate and grade A.. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy I'm sooo happy.. =) My teacher also changing, because my usual teacher is sick and in recovery..My new...
Simple, for many time rain fell and makes me feel dizzy a little. Class became very cold just like a big refrigerator and we are inside..><Sigh~ Today... --" My friends really really silly.. don't make sense with things like that.. really.Screaming a lot.. (parahnya lagi, bisa teriak2 via balkon.. == gilak bener2 dikirain sebelah2 ga ada orang apa... gilaaa bener2!!!! Sejak kapan jga...
Sometimes feel so Weak, and also so strong!!!! ^^ Luph this day... Yaaaay... Sometimes feel so Weak, and also so strong!!!! ^^ Luph this day... Yaaaay... ...
Looks like my condition has not been recovered... But never mind. I just feel don't wanna eat anything at all.. But .. I must eat..Really, Today I wake up in the afternoon, I am not going to my part time job, my chinese lesson too. But I was very glad that I can proof that I still hang on my study result. Even...
When I saw photos on my friends profile, I realize just a moment we'd been together.. In study tour, OSN , and many more.. X) such a beautiful feelings that very hard to forget...^^Very nice and I dunno if we can passed things like that again or not.I will never regret fr those kind of memories.. Sigh~This last 4 months, really unpredictable... ^^I...
Really, looks like I'd been stressed a lot until my body condition drop very much. And I had a fever yesterday. Really. I can't eat, can't sleep... but deep inside my heart, feel more painful than outside...Dizzy, cold, but very hot inside my body, the temperature reach until 38,5 C.Swallow making me suffer more pain. After eat some medicine, it was getting better....
School has begun..And After received shocked news about the next try out will be held for two weeks again, many tasks in the beginning especially the Civil.. TT____________TT how cruel, presentation, paper, and also must learn one chapter for next week meeting.Today... yeah just like yesterday. When I can't or maybe I didn't want to see his face in front of me. And...
I don't know exactly. But really, I was passing the new year just like I was celebrating by myself.When it was 12:00 AM, I just looking around my house, and there's nobody there. Just sounds of fireworks that explode in the night sky. No one were going out. I and my little brother were playing fireworks, just both of us. Really. Feel so...
