I don't feel weird at all, even without new clothes, celebration, and many again...

I just feel there's something lost, and I'd found it..

I feel really... something. ~ I can't describe it clearly at all, and I was very confused how to describe this feel. In a side, I really hope and wanna struggle with all I can do right now but in the other side, it was like catching the air.. Useless... but I still have no any exact reason to explain what should I do right now...

Days by days just like nothing happened again, and there's no differences. Life just like same..