Even when we had already known about a truth, but when someone tell it in front of you, I beat that it cause more pain of honesty.And that was an incident today....Feel like I was facing the worse day in this month. TOTALLY REFUSAL... Again, my heart getting sick, and I can't stand again even for thinking or facing him again tomorrow. It's...
Yeah, I think it was a beautiful day... after finish my task and my test nicely, but... I'm here again with this kind of thinking.Yeah... I'm not pointing anyone right now, it just I was the one who think too close, even I'd been try to forget it..~____________________~ kinda hurt not because I want to forget, but actually because I was... not beaten...
It was really a disaster Tuesday, Realize that I had not taken bath, and ==" look in a mess, really..Doing my Civil essay, then I must continue again, after around 5 hours ... ==" struggling maybe..?? --" really sucks.. must continue again... Sigh~ Really, March is gonna like HELL .... ...
Actually (gak mungkin banget ini gw bilang morning udah siang menjelang sore...), it was a good feeling when I wake up (really!!! for the first time in this year) at 06 : 23 AM in the morning. Feel it was a great feeling to start the day. But it was not...Til now I had not finished any exercise yet...Still thinking... of many things...
Really wow day!Why? In the morning, I ate my favorite bread!!! Pizza bread, it's made my mood getting better after woke up in the morning, and can't eat anything... luv today's breakfast... Pizza breaaaadddd... XD~After that, in my part time job, there's sale of comics, then I'll got some of comics that I want to buy long time agoooo..Feel very happy that I...
I remember about this parable, in a film, Passing the Giant...~ yeah something really go through my heart.After today, I got busy with the squid~ stapling the paper, and sort some kind of things, then talk so much silly things such as.. (really, better I don't mention it..) how about farewell trip? And many more ==" make my head getting sick of silly...
I think that I'd succeed, just like I'm a little girl that very happy with a little candy.But now I realize, I can't limit feelings like this. I can't make a line for things like this.. I still have the same things even with different act and theory....Sometimes, I thought that I should change memory into statue in my heart, but sometimes, I...
I dunno, but really inside, I feel very desperate so that I slept for over 10 hours, and I even didn't open my books for today's test.But luckily, I'd passed my test nicely...Then for today, I'm starting for my mission, keeping distance, even feel so hard, but I must, right now...For I don't know how many seconds that I'm holding sick inside, making...
Today, I enjoyed very much about painting my brothers task... >< even I'd not been in training for years, but, looks like there's improving from the last time I painted..Tomorrow's test that I should pay attention is Math, even looks easier, but actually, it was not...Not about heart feelings, but really hurts when someone you trust stick on you deep. There's also many...
Today, I bought a big strawberry cake to school. Happy XD~ It was delicious, the first tart that I made with whipping cream... ><I dunno why, but it was very weird... Yeah, as I know that I usually happy with things he done, but not today. Each words, each things, that made me sad, feel empty and sick, fall down deeper more. Deeper...
Today ... finally I'd finished my strawberry cake, and ready to serve...XD~ Doki doki...Well, actually I know that today I feel no more hope, but I feel ready to face tomorrow, no matter how hard it is..I feel that it was a feeling that everyone feel free to have. I feel that it was important that I must keep and protect, even I...
