I dunno, but really inside, I feel very desperate so that I slept for over 10 hours, and I even didn't open my books for today's test.But luckily, I'd passed my test nicely...

Then for today, I'm starting for my mission, keeping distance, even feel so hard, but I must, right now...

For I don't know how many seconds that I'm holding sick inside, making me feel so hard even for breathing. Even just for that reason, and when I woke up in the morning, feels that I'd already lost my feel, til I can't feel anything around.

Sometimes, maybe seems so hard, but.. =) I will not move if I never try. So I think this is the best chance that I can use for. The best time I should start. With a new step, a new thought, a new of everything that I will not fill my head with memories in the past, but with new idea of creating my new day everyday, with something more useful, more cheerful, and more better than yesterday.

Sigh~

Sometimes, when I lifted up my face, I just whisper some word to myself, that I will passing this for few months, and it will be finish, not only fr short term, but forever, that I will never back into him again...I just want to release this bind, again... even it was hurt... I know that I have to...

So, I'm saying goodbye again.