Today, I enjoyed very much about painting my brothers task... >< even I'd not been in training for years, but, looks like there's improving from the last time I painted..

Tomorrow's test that I should pay attention is Math, even looks easier, but actually, it was not...

Not about heart feelings, but really hurts when someone you trust stick on you deep. There's also many apologize for those who want to, but there's a pain that left, there's hurt that can't be cured, there also a regret that appear... Even when I never hope many, people turn on me just like I hoping much on something, even for a simple things that I can't get from others around.

When I cried all along again, when I feel frustrated, there's no one go into. When people feel bored on my words, when people ask me as a compliment, when people forget about me, when people never realize about me... when people judging me by themselves, just like what they want, just like they want to... such a thing, or maybe as a pet?

That's why I never want to open, never let it out or others come into. So it will be at the same position just like the last time I saw it, still the same, even covered by dust... That I will blow them all into the other world, but keep it safe... without anyone there... I prefer to be alone, but why when I share, the make me disappointed by act like that?