I think that I'd succeed, just like I'm a little girl that very happy with a little candy.

But now I realize, I can't limit feelings like this. I can't make a line for things like this.. I still have the same things even with different act and theory....

Sometimes, I thought that I should change memory into statue in my heart, but sometimes, I feel that it will be melt because of the statue just like an ice... It can't stand forever...

Sigh~ again in my pain and disappointed...

I feel proud when I beat my own feelings today and yesterday...
I feel calm when I can say to myself that I'd forgotten about him
I feel that I just try to lie on myself, eventhough hurts and it was nonsense to do...

But still never give up done things like that... ahahah silly..