Yeah, I think it was a beautiful day... after finish my task and my test nicely, but... I'm here again with this kind of thinking.

Yeah... I'm not pointing anyone right now, it just I was the one who think too close, even I'd been try to forget it..~____________________~ kinda hurt not because I want to forget, but actually because I was... not beaten actually..maybe ... just as an audience.

Every time when I feel that I has been strong enough for facing the truth, but I am not. Then I just don't know again what should I do next? Sigh~

Run again into my world that are so fake, unreal, and light... Feelings that I should not hide from myself.Hate myself that can't be strong, hate myself that I always lie... I try to cover myself, I try to do anything that possible, but all of things are fail...And also not because desperate of facts, but I just want to forget, really... just forget him and let me alone!Why will it be a hard thing such this?