...Huaaaaaaaah.... even today is Haloween Day, but I just think that I feel a little bit sad.. Jealousy...What happen with me?!! ...
...Sigh~ I don't know why but there's so many bad things happened!!! And guess what??Looks like I feel no power to tell story at school, just see in my class blog...And here I am, alone, in the midnight, and it is raining outside...Why? I don't know too... But I was browsing for awhile until that I got back into the site. Looks like...
Let's begin..Today... wake up in the morning, and immediately went to the salon!! Hehehe... looks like I've moved on so far from my daily activity and want to relax myself... And it's quite refreshing I thought, why? Even I've to wait around 2 hours for my facial list... Ahahahah, but the result.. just like we said, no pain no gain. And right now......
Aaaa... looks like it was sunny in the morning until noon, but suddenly looks like it became cloudy so quickly and I have no idea where it come from?? Sigh~ But today, rain has fallen 3 times and heavily... First time I hear the rain when I still on my part work, looks like very heavy and air became so cold at the...
Hahahahaha, tiba2 aja hari ini ada aura bahagia yang gw liat bertebaran dimana-mana, maybe karena ini hari Jumat kali yak?? Jadinya pada seneng... tapi sumpah... sejak asisten kurikulum pindah tangan, our schedule became very boring!!!! So ingetlah kawan kalo dulu hari Jumat banyak pelajaran santai, macem eko, seni, dsb... sekarang ditaroh lah pelajaran indah bikin ngantuk yang shiftnya dobel semua.. Apalagi dlu kan...
Here we go..Today, around 9 AM when Accounting class, and other students were very busy for remedial, I was wearing Jo's jacket, tightly, and writing on my file paper, with a black pen... Then I saw out of the window, sigh~ It's so cloudy there... It made me sick a lot, I remember again, that memory that should be disappear now...I continued my...
Fiuhh... really.. I cannot concentrate even for an hour,really, Math, and any other silly lesson, double and double, really NIGHTMARE, BIG NIGHTMARE...!!!After tiring hours of Computer,Geographic, etc. Sigh~ Meeting that GUY AGAIN FOR TODAY!!!!! ZZZ, what kind of sin that I've done today!Aaaaaaahhhhh... really like a big pressure meeting him and must facing the really... nasty flirting ... my gosh!!! Why must me..??...
Sigh~ after my HSK test and another test, I feel just like very busy around from this condition. Getting a headache again just like yesterday.. (waiting for my meal)Ow yeah..Aaaah.... smells so good this udon, ahem. Seems wanna eat now...Frustrated, and I was late go home now... sigh~ Really, suffer a lot inside my body, ahem, today I want to continue my tasks..Feel...
I still remember in a TV Show that have a title A Dream is A Wish Your Heart Makes, and for a while I remember from its BGM sound is Cinderella's song..Then I'm thinking of it til now.... Really... I don't mean not for having any dream along but..sometimes I feel I have a dream not in a right place... Sigh~ then now...
Gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa capek capek capek capek bangettttt, ga boong deh.Jalan kaki dari IBII ke rumah ternyata LEBIH JAUH dari apa yang gw bayangin...Tadi di IBII nemenin Tine yang observasi kampus n keliling muter-muter studio komunikasi... n macem-macem lah, abis itu juga masuk ke kelas anak yg lagi kuliah, gilaa udah seragam mentereng lage warnanya ijo2 gitu... mampus dah gw bilang... --" HahhahahahTerus yah udaaah...
~_~ I really dunno how, but this news spread so fast, and it really KILLING ME MORE than 3 years ago, when something like that spread in a same way...Jelas aja lah ya!!!!! Gimana ga heboh kalo tiba2 menyebar issue gw dah married, sama manusia cumi!!! Notabene, statusnya still my teacher bro... at SCHOOL lage!!!! Aduuuuuuh gw bener2 mo meninggal dah rasanya... --"...
This the story~I remember that I always protecting 'it' .... Kept on the deepest of my heart, let it drown inside and never float on the surface... I'll never let anyone know...Even it feels hurt... hurt me a lot... I always act like there's nothing happen..Little pair of wings, that it want to came out, spread into the world... spread outside of mine,...
Sigh~Really... Love this day.. Feel a little bit yeah.. free.But, even my painting have not finished I didn't feel sad at all.. later I'll finish it.. Hahaha.. I still have no idea for that...Maybe tomorrow or next week, when I've my free time really for my own, must waiting until the inspirations come... Aaaah...My MOF really stuck at all.. Today I realize that...
Sigh~ Looks like a huge meteor step on me...Looks like I have no more cheer or even little smile on my face, even people can hear it just from my voice. Do I looks bad today??? T_T I don't know but I feel really depressed because I've not finished my comics and also my study, and the worst so many tasks ... I've...
Lately, I woke up really late in the noon... T_T I dunno why...Sigh~ My physical body seems suffer a little pain because of myself... T_T sigh.. I wish I could forget these.. ...
I want to cry, but I can't I don't know why...Here, feels so sick, painful... and really suffer a lot of pain.Sigh~None of them said that I'm bothering them.. even I feel really like that. I'm bothering their life, even when they said I am not, but at the end, should I give u the worst evidence to show you that I am...
Really... It hurts inside here..Should I choose you??I'm not ready enough for love... I don't want to forget those painful memories...But it keep suffer a lot... ...
