Hahhahah...hari ini gw berhasil membuktikan satu lagi fakta menarik tentang manusia...

Jangka waktu sampe bocornya rahasia gw gak sampe seminggu... ~_~ wew... I think it could be a note... greatest note at all... Hahhaha I can't believe how people could trust me easily...Sigh~ eventhough they think it was an interesting news to talk about but I'm really don't think that how easy..... ~_~ Sigh, people just like talking about others than about themselves...

I want to start today's blog with some simple facts... Sigh~ Still around a week I think... Being alone was not enough funny huh?? But really, I got my disease...Yap, gaster ..it started to trouble a little... Then I think, maybe I was very late for meal, just that. Later I realize, I ever heard that gaster sometimes can be like that because of mind causing... Sigh~ I really don't want to say that... Is that really?? I hope it won't be. Why? Because I want to forget everything.. Each fake one that people ever give me? Fake smile, fake kindness,and many more... Fake... I hate imitation.

The second interesting part is about, how I tried to forget this... Really, it doesn't easy for the beginning, but you know, how you can be healed from that pain? The new one.. oh really? Now, in a fresh thinking, I could say, I DON'T THINK SO... Yeah, just foolish one will think like that. Just like my theory before, only the fool one will ... (I won't continue...).. see? I'm not lying anyone...if they don't believe, then I've already told them about that...Sure, really I really don't mind if they get a good news to be talked, but I just felt a little funny about, if how can they think like that?? Huh? Sigh~ Remember about I still have one year..oh no around 7 months again stayed in here, I think, I should left something there... Hahahah right? And I just want to say, just they who know me best, then they would know what this blog means....Really, I'm really very very not in mood for that... swear... Fake wishes.. another fake, and I hate FAKE...

Last interesting thing is about, FAKE MASK... I mean invisible mask... Hahhaha why?? Yeah.. how can they act well in front of me, they smile in front of me... But you know? The important fact I now realize and accept is about...People will smile, and looks very happy, if I didn't go inside their happines and took them all.. See? How I can easily crash it all by a simple way? So what am I waiting for?... Should I waiting for they said to e not to disturb them anymore? Should I?

I think I won't do like that. People already labelling me with a very very bad label, so should I try to remove that? I just have only 7 months, and what? I would go and fall into a new environment... new person and new world...See?? It's not talking about how foolish I am, it's not about anything anymore, it's totally just talking about how I decide by myslef, without anyone's opinion that would chande my decision... I just try to be myself, the really one...Without others say, I'm like that, or being like these...Foolish? Even I do so, then I will do nothing, even if they want to get some nice attack, I will give them happily without any comment.