I wish of many great things I would receive with my hands. But... I am scared if I will broke someone's wish in my life... Even after he said NEVER MIND...

People can make any decision.. included me. Til now, I still can't forget about my past. It was too fast for me if I must walking with someone beside me.. as someone that I love to..

Sigh~ Time passed away quite fast. I really didn't realize year will change soon. hen I was a kid, I wish I can pass my birthday quickly from a year to next year, but now, really... I was really scare for each changed year.. I don't know, I just don't want to move so fast and being an adult. Sounds funny? I don't care.

Inside my hearts, I really scared to face to real fact. Fact that I will be alone, separated from others.. And also fact that I'll suffer a lot of pain again, especially in my graduation day.Right now, I really feel no free even a little just for share this story, this feel... No one can and no one will again. I was already knew, how my best friend for the last time betray me...And how painful when their words were no more longer I can believe ...

I'm looking with these empty eyes, hearing with these ears, and cry inside my heart.. Alone... There's no one could feel the same.. No one.. He won't know if I didn't tell.. Just HIM... Better run into HIM.. then cry loudly.. I believe ...HE will not be like THEM....

My dreams... still here, just waiting for time, when I'll let it go?