Sigh~ I woke up in the morning with a dizzy, n a phone call... after chat for an hour, sigh I'm silent myself, and thinking through... Now, while I'm listening to Suteki da Ne, these tears began to fall down, picking the lost memory back into myself...

Depend on someone that hope for life, meet someone she loves.. that sacrifice his life for her life...That he already exchanged his soul for her... that's a main idea for my new comic. Beside that, I'm thinking of does it means about me? I mean, I'm making description of mine....How far this hand want to reach, and how deep this feel just want to see his face, that she would never see him anymore...

Even she regret about the exchange, even she regret she can't open her eyes to see him for the last time, even when she was trapped in a dark path... Even time passed away so far after the exchange, even she regret for the life... She never realize there's a price that must be paid for a life... She never realize in the life she regret for, it was the hope of him, that he'd already exchanged for with his soul...

I'm holding again these tears when the rain fall down heavily and ended quickly...Must I made anyne regret about that? Even in a different cases, I'm living with pain and regret about that, even there's someone that already exchanged his soul for mine... Eventhough I feel I'm not worth enough to be loved, I regret about the sacrifice... Why? Why must sacrifice for me??

Even now when I'm breathing from yours, I will never saw you anymore... I will never saw your face under the morning sunshine, I'll never hear you funny voice when you laugh my silly act, I will never find any pieces of yours... Life with a memory about you is suffer a lot... It hurts me every time... Even when you saw me from an invisible place that I will never reach...I will never saw you even you've reach me so near.... For these each tears I ever drop... it's will never be the same for the price of your souls...