Thanks God that I had already finished my essay... =_________= really, and now my shoulder feels so sick.. I dunno why~

I bought lot of comics very cheap today... XD~ Milk Crown Series my favorite... Feel I want to be like Oto...She has Jin beside her... Just guess who is Jin in my life...

Actually, after thinking a lot, I still didn't change so much than yesterday, still feel sick about that. Yeah, everyone know that it is not easy to forget something important for you... But I feel that I should not kept something that useless, or maybe will hurt me in the future. Sometimes, things that we want, and things we must go with is different. And I think that I will facing things like that if I still move on with this wish. Why? Actually, feelings can change, but need years for changing everything to be normal again. And we don't have enough time to wait.

Okay, it make sense if he said that he can, but it doesn't make sense for things he has done for years, you know? C'mon, back to the real world, it is not as easy as you're flipping coin or another.. The worst fact is I will suffer more than this. See, there are so many person, even they don't like ways they must do, because it was the only things, it was the only chance they have, and they will not gonna miss it, rather than they must do it eventhough they didn't like it.

And including me there... I must doing this eventhough I don't like it.. see?

Sigh~ my shoulder getting sick when I typing... I must stop now..