I dunno, but it was getting worse right now.. ==" I dunno really it is getting better or not..

~_~ really... I hope it will be pass away, maybe in such a simple time...

I still can;t believe how can this happen?? For now, at least I never hope more for anything else, just a simple life, with warmness and silent... Somehow, I feel no comfort at all for many noise around. Many sounds... I dunno if I had changed so much like this or not, but exactly, I just know about..I want to let this go...

Strange somehow huh?? ==" yeah I'm feeling like that... Even there's no even one words that I can trust from him. Not even, because I know, it such a gameplay... ~_~ and for what??

=="

I feel really strange that I realize it was so hard for me to trusting other people.Really. I'm doing my project today. At least, I can make it better than now.. Releasing my busy day with this way. Just only. Improving skills in my spare time.I even never want to remember again about things happen today.