I'd thought for many times, and still on the same question without answer... why must him?

I really appreciate if someone else, with better attitude switched on his position in my life, really. Maybe I will not have any desire of taking a big hit on his head.

I still have many tasks, many things in my schedule for this 2 weeks, and it such the busiest one I should take in this month, 2 weeks of test and trials..Tasks, and many more, more again about songs too, many more about many things again.. I feel I don't have enough me, just like today.When I fell asleep yesterday, feel that I'd missed many time.Sigh~ today I must finish the picture, a little bit of long essay again, and learning for tomorrow's test.. Sigh~ such as many things to do... again and again.