Sigh~ When I got back my test today, I was really disappointed that I was not maximize in doing test... Really, I hated it.. Won't do that again.. Sucks if I get lower score...

I'm thinking today... Should I release all wishes? Eventhough it looks so fool or maybe just funny, fact that I will never reach about that....~_~ Sigh,have I still trust on my wishes? Even I could smile because it, I'll more cheer up, even when the time's come, it'll be passed away... I don't know...I won't regret but..yeaaaahh.....you know, it means I've thrown away so many times for silly reason. Sometimes I think that I'm the fool one...Why? Yeah because I'm depending on wishes just like standing on the sand... When it fall down, so that I will hurt when I fall...

SIGH~

I don't want to be adult,at least for this 5-6 years again... T_T i hated being like them... I like my youth world...I want to be like this all the time... Sounds funny huh?? Yeah f course, but I still want to try many things... But if I'm not growing, how can I try?? Sigh~ I'm hoping, this one year will be the busiest time ever... Registering into college, and found the new world outside, out from my comfortable school area... Outside all of the same... ~_~ Sigh and also... my little hopes... that I would be smile because of curing that pain... Will I be like that??? I want the day'll be come soon....but, really, these time looks very fast... Looks just yesterday I still in the grade 10 then now I'll graduated... Time moves very fast.... Sigh..

I'm listening to Dango Daikazuki piano version... Feel want to play it with my own hands eventhough I know that I can't play piano well, I have no sense of music... Sounds simple to this song, but why?? You know... I was shed a tear wehenver I hear this song for the first time... Eventhough the lyrics sounds very childish, but there's a big meaning that they want us to know...Feeling to appreciate whatever...I'm proud to be myself....

I never regret because of why I'm being, I'm regret because... why I crush another's life... I'm crying on hatred to myself... I'm regret to make anyone shed tears... I'm regret to be like ... I'm regret that I'm crying on myself whenever I need someone, I never told anyone that I nees them to cry on, to share, or to told them a little...about mine..

The melody still flowing so lightly... Here go also... Little river that I can't stop...

Song sounds more bautiful in the right time we listen to...