Kenapa? Kemaren gw balik ke kamar nyaris jam 5 subuh... dan tidur.. bangun prtama jam 11.55 mimpinya aneeeehhhh bgt.. @__@ nyampur2 gitu antara temen gereja, tmen online, ma Mel Cs..tp mendekati kenyataan banget sih.. gaya jalan2nya, jd seharian gitu gw bak dioper2 jalannya.. pagi2.. sampe malem2 berenang ==" cita2 tak kesampaian terwujud dlm mimpi sehari...

Well, I think I will double my shift next week.. Pengen deh sekali2 ke mal, gw bawa itu semua kerjaan gw.. PR mandarin gw, PR gambaran gw, PR PR liburan gw semuanya.. ==" kerjain dah tu di Food Court ato di cafe.. kapan ya? @___________@ Mandek kalo di rumah kerjanya..

Well, looks like today I'm gonna move Dragonica client.. then give it a try again next week.. ==" after wedding!!.. Daripada ga bisa masuk lagi senewen juga gw... yg ada... bikin pusing aje .. @_@ tp skarang juga MOF gw udh jarang bgt maen yaa.. ?? Ngapain lagi =3= fuuuh...

Today's schedule..
-Belajar HIRAGANA,KATAKANA .. biar besok ga buta ngeliat list lagu
-Ngeberesin lirik, print out, kosongin 1 folder khusus...
-Bikin jadwal khusus les lah yaaaaa... mabok gw les mandarin ga keurus bener2, niatnya gw belajar Mandarin dr Han Yu 7
-Pindain data ke USB...

Okay.. looks like after that I'm gonna do all of those kind of tasks.. sembari nunggu copyan kelar..Well I'm gonna start today's post with a title.. MOVE ON..

Last night (==" it's not night anymore I think, since it happened around 2:30 AM).. Someone, just call him by A, was talking to me about his feelings, what did he suffer, and many more about bad experience in the past.. == after all, he ever told me about his feelings, and at that time, I just say thanks for it.. well, I saw that he was pushing himself too much for doing such things in a short time or wanna clear all of the problem in one night.. impossible right? Then I said to him, just let it flow, don't make it hard with pressing yourself by making a target you can't reach.. He said that he wanna try with me ... but... I still can't get it.. remember that I have no other feelings.. and I haven't forgotten about the last one.. yeah, even I never expect more.. feelings can't be easily removed..

Now, another one, was talking to me just now.. He's younger than me around a year.. I don't know him better either but.. I was getting a same point.. Why are guys pushing too much on something they can't? I mean.. well.. even when you don't know me, how can you understand something I don't explain behind my words.. ?? Now, I feel don't wanna expect more.. let it flow? Yeah... Expect more means hurt me more whenever I know the truth I shouldn't know.. Depends of them.. depends of him, there's no way I should take inside.. as an audience..

Well, just forget about those conversation again... another bother me again with diet issues anymore.. =_= I was asking him, Do I change a lot? He answered me YES.. DEFINITELY YES!! Simply, I won't explain furthermore.. just have it your way.. (inspiring bgt dr kemaren).. == since even I don't feel any changes..

Getting ready to move on files, after that I'm going on my tasks... lyrics, and other more..