I know that life must go on but... I have no idea to face this!! There's like no other way to do except that... But really it's gonna be hurt....

T_T

Sigh~ Finally I get the Adobe Photoshop after searching a lot of them in Google... ~_~ sigh, looks like I want to continue my project, win or not it doens't matter anymore... Even I didn' want to play online games again..sometimes it was fun you can gather around with so many people evn you never met them before, but..sometimes it hurts if you face a problem like I do.

Sigh~ I feel I will go on my project for some weeks... if I didn't uninstall this PS, or move it to the flashdisk... Because, I need something to do when I was in condition like this... I still don't care about my English Pretest tomorrow, even about all my study, I don't know, for now I can't memorize any of subject...~_~ no one...So tha I think I should fill up my file with new papers and take out the old one...

Sigh~

T_T I still choose to break...Even I must do that with a hard way, but I must, because there's no other way to do, even with a better way, but I can't, I think it's more better if I do that in this way, so there's no one will care about me anymore, and I won't feel hurt too...

Sometimes, even there's somebody said s/he would listen to me, and when I trust them then talk a lot to them, I always never know if they already bored listen about my story, and from that, I must have known, there are no place like that, even they said I can tell them everytime, it doesn't mean I can make them busy as I want...T_T just HE will hear me even I was hiding in the dark place...

Even I never say so...but He already hear on what I cry on...

Sigh~

T_T i never think that my prob will bother the others if I tell them just for listen and not for advice... But looks like, everybody has their own limit to hear another person's prob...Yeah...back to the beginning, people aren't perfect...

After I read somebody's blog...I knew about that I was already bothering and bothering...again and again..