Hari ini...gw manggil mereka semua dan nanya ttg gimana kejelasan persahabatan ini...I think some of them that already hated me so much, and fortunately I can control myself not to do anything dangerous...

Ada yang ga ada hubungannya sama sekali, dan rasa2nya gak pernah gw repotin, tapi ngomong seenak2nya~ yah, gw ga sakit hati sich... as long as I feel I didn't do that to her...

Ada yang pura2 gak tau, bilangnya terserah2, bilangnya sok banget~

Ada juga yang diem dan gak bilang... ada juga yang cuma ngasih gw nasehat dengan lebih baik2...But after all...

I think that, is it really all my fault? I mean every people won't say that they never make any fault... and why must me? SHOULD I TELL THEM ABOUT SO MANY FAULT THAT THEY ALREADY MAKES ME VERY MAD AT THEM, SO THEY WILL STOP TO PRESS ME LIKE THIS?

Gak perlu gitu kan? Gw menahan diri dan emosi gw buat ngomong baik2 sama orang-orang super nyolot yang berasa ga pernah salah , even just some of them, yg meski ditanya baek2 kae ngajak ribut... n blg " gw biasa aja kok ngomongnya "(Then what should I call you, if you say I'm sucks if yourself isn't different with me?)

Cukup2, disini bukan untuk membahas kejelekan orang, it's not me~

Nah, skarang gw cman pengen tanya, mereka bilang berpanjang2 lebar, n gw mengakui beberapa sikap yg harus gw ubah, tapi ttg mereka (khususnya "she")... pengen ketawa, nggak ngaca apa sblon ngomong sama orang? Kalo dia sama nyebelinnya? Cuman bedanya dia terdukung, gw nggak aj.... Hahahaha... kalo yg laen ngmg scr baek sich...~ dan masuk akal tentunya... why not? Emangnya gw dari awal udah ngajakin gebuk2an? Nope~ thiz is the first time i don't use that...

Gwa masi bingung, 2 jam gw di BK, gw sama sekali ga menemukan jawaban yg tepat... it takes time, my teacher said..

~_~

Bcoz s of my friend...(boys) said that.. they're one the sucks... I'm not simply like that take decision, but it makes me asking in myself...does it really like that?

Maybe it's right that if they already feel that they already win on me...If I already decide to end, then I would make a surprise that they will never forget along their life...

~_~ so now... I can't do anything...Just silent,prays, and keep distances...

Friends...I will never believe in friends again... FRIENDS are there when you can make them happy but leave when you are a criminal... What can I tell you if there are friends that you can accept their positive and negative side, but they can't accept you negative side....?

So what should I do?