Why did I tell like this?? It was real...

After aerobic exercise for more than 3 hours, I thought I must be crazy... Really.. and for the bonus, there an added Chinese test too, for tomorrow after aerobic, wasn't is a good one?

I won't be depressed so much like this... Realize the fact that I still can't remember the step list of aerobic, NEVER PREPARE anything yet about Chinese test, really I thought it would be art... My gosh!

Then after go home, I take a bath, really, I'm sweating all the day, mixed with talk powder for drama attribute.. =x=, now my hair looks better... BETTER... really really I mean than before.. after that take my meal, feeling better, waiting GM give my present... and there's no one appear since 3 pm..Zzzz...!!!!

Sick of test, sick of tired... XO~ Then I finished the birthday card, and sent it.. hope he like it....Since I saw him yesterday was really no spirit at all, an really unusual... I just want to make he smile just like usual... ~_________~, because, seeing other people smile is better than seeing them cry...

Feel unwell lately... dunno why...

Things I should forget... again and again.. (how many times I told myself that I should know and never believe anymore!)...
I never understand why, I never want to know...

Sometimes people need to be honest... sometimes... s/he never need to know, what is things we hide, thing the should never know... Even it was painful.. even it was sick for us, to kept by ourself...And when s/he can't be met again, we are confuse, do we do the wrong thing to hide it??

I just think that, if I being honest, then I just get any sympathic, okay... by sympathic, it will more hurt me than before... I try not to be honest in this 17 years, and in each times I regret, I never regret that I never be honest to say... Because, I just hurt myself more, if I be honest... It was difficult to be cured....Too far to be reached, and to deep to be dive...

From a far away, even when s/he can not see... I'm happy to know that s/he was smiling... even s/he will never remember me... I was just a little thing that come and go in anyone's life...